Today I sweated instead of showering, which is a pretty good reason for why I spent such a solitary day. I just was feeling very non-sociable on what is one of the first gloriously sunny and HOT weekends of the year. Instead I watched my mess take shape. I felt very empowered at the hardware store, strutting up and down the aisles on my mission. I gelt significantly more helpless when I got home and tired to construct, read a do-it-herself book to give myself and pep-talk. Ended up making lemonade instead.